So what if Google told Netflix I searched Blade Runner trivia in order to finish your elegy?
When I wrote the last line, you know,
the one about electric seeds,
that slant allusion only fellow Dickians
would recognize (my coded love for you
now networked, digitized, available
to you, disembodied brother, loose
electricity), it felt a marvel, like a message
back from you (as we promised, once,
over coffee and cheap smokes, to do,
whoever died first) that ten minutes
after I wrote that line and turned on
the flat screen (no longer synecdochically
only metonymically the tube), Netflix
recommended Blade Runner
as a Top Pick for You.
The coincidence felt so pure. Like you
had pulled strings in the electronic world
to say hello, thank you for the elegy,
thank you for not letting me sink,
obituary-less, into obscurity. Until
it occurred to me, perhaps this is no
message, no spiritual synchronicity,
just a fucking contract between silicon-
licking corporations swindling everybody,
kidnapping kids, herding sheep,
linking algorithms for maximum profit—
assholes making sure whenever I search
for something in one place, I get it in another;
I get it, what I want, and they get me—
my time, my attention: virtual currency.
And then, simultaneous to my inner rant,
I felt, no, heard you burst across space,
you maniacal, mystical mathematician,
you dreaming android, you Dick trickster!
Ba ha ha! you guffawed, Why isn't
the language of math also the language
of soul, of consciousness? I am an algorithm!
Your wireless desire shot through cyberspace
became my voice’s conduit! Of course! This,
your final poetic proverb, enigmatic epigram,
your magnum opus of philosophical jokes:
William Wayne Reed: Algorithm and Asshole.
Under cover of night, I would steal into Riverside
Cemetery, carve it on your headstone, cosmic
old loner, if you have one. I would sprinkle
your unlikely ashes over Dick’s final plot.
I would sing it in alliterative liturgy.
Giggle amen. Goodbye, my loyal friend,
my Gordian tempunaut.
2021